I knew life for me wasn’t easy..
I knew it a few months ago when i decided to change, make a difference in my life.
It seems so easy putting your plans, goals and dreams down on paper.
It seems even easier when i tell others.
But life always gives you an ironic twist.
I thought i finally have made the cut.
Improved relationships with my family,
Found a great job with a great boss and colleagues,
Embarking on a higher education,
But life always never made things easy for me.
I lie awake every single night..
The ghosts of my past haunting me..
Jolting me awake every night in the forms of different nightmares.
Who will understand me?
Who will allay my fears?
Who will rock me to sleep?